IntroductionI've begun Graduate School. I had thought, for a while, I wouldn't be able to escape my middle class white boy upbringing but I have to say that I am happy to be able to focus myself in a way that I had not been able to see before. Thinking back to around 1998, my favorite phrase was, "If I am going to be writer, I need to write from a perspective that hasn't been thought of." A friend, who later became quite the mentor, set me right saying that all ideas come from somewhere. However, as i've grown older, i've learned that while these ideas do originate in a combination of several other ideas, it is the ability to take parts of those ideas that give us the ability to innovate and drive ourselves into new directions.
Now, i've learned that if one is to actually affect change in things, we must think small. The metaphor I find fascinating is that we must also think from inside the box and convince people to go outside of it. Everything we are angry about, we've been angry about for a long time. I think that the only way we can save ourselves, stop ourselves, is by taking our generational issues (the same issues that combine themselves for each new generation), and actually thinking about them. I think it was this poem from Larkin that made me think of that:
This be the verse - Larkin They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some extra, just for you.
But they were fucked up in their turn
By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
And half at one another's throats.
Man hands on misery to man.
It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
And don't have any kids yourself.
So, it's depressing, this poem, but I think it's a pretty accurate portrayal of what has been going on since the goings on were old enough to be written down. While I do not share this depression, I do believe that this idea, this thing we constantly pass on, is the way in which we will finally get a hold of things and actually grow as people.
Social TheorySo I have been studying Sociology for a while. However, I still feel as though I do not have the necessary theoretical base with which to really begin writing. However, I believe that I am not a Symbolic Interactionist. However, I am also not a functionalist. All theory has its own way with which to make itself seem more appealing than another. I think it is important to note the ways in which each theory sells itself, and take them all. Each theory, like a puzzle piece, gets at something the other does not.
The unfortunate thing about Social Theory is that a lot of the older ones do not paint a pretty picture of what we are as a group, as a world society. It's true, we are messed up, in total. However, like Marx, I believe that once we learn to recognize our faults and our weaknesses, we can truly grow. In truth, I hold the view that a lot of so-called social change over the years has not really amounted to a lot. We see groups going to new places and settling down, new groups coming over, being alienated, and eventually being accepted by the dominant group. The true changes come in the form of the dominant country's dominant group accomplishing some world shattering thing. Each epoch, each era of existance is marked by a single change leading to a re-evaluation of old ways followed by a recategorization of all knowledge. In essence, this sounds like a big deal but amounts mostly to us reflecting on how things have been and figuring out how to keep those things going now that the new change is here.
At the background of all this, we see technological change. I believe that technology is driven by society. It wants to find better ways for people who are alive at the moment to do the things we've always done. However, during the enlightenment we see technological progress begin to replace, for some people, the end of all things. Our salvation no longer depended on whatever god or way we worshiped, but in the path that Science was heading toward; understanding the world became salvation.
It's a strange thing. And, as I am growing, these ideas of where, who, and what we are will change. More than anything, I believe that we can learn from anything. We can learn from people walking toward us on the street, we can learn from litter we see on the ground, we can learn from the epitomie of intellectual beauty and we can learn from the epitomie of ignorance. These things do not matter, to the sociologist, in any other way than new data for an analysis of their particular group.
I don't care if, personally, you find yourself feeling above and beyond the smallest of people, everyone and everything deserves the respect and admiration of everything that came before it. Basically, what I mean is that I believe objective study, while not necessarily possible in the current definition of it, can be redefined to simply mean that we are conscious of our own feelings and attitudes toward an object, and we can appreciate those feelings, and the object that created it.
Hopes and Wants for this BlogOne of the hardest parts of presenting a Sociological Theory is that of presenting a series of general ideas about general things. One of the first things that happens when you write, talk, or present these ideas is the response, "Well, i'm not like that." It's as though the general way of things somehow doesn't matter because one single person disagrees. But, in learning about social theory, we need a place with which to posit our ideas about it. It isn't so much that the single person isn't represented in a generalization, it's that exception which proves the constant that exists in this world, we are varied.
I want to write about what I learn, what I notice, and what I think about. I find that I can write on a continually more and more epic scale if I constantly write. So, write I shall. I endeavor to write 1000 words a day. If I do not meet that, so be it.
My interests sit in the realm of education and the influence technology has over it. If we were to introduce new tools and new ideas to a group of teachers, how would they change? How do the students change? As I start down this path, I am eager to see where it goes. My influences come from
Manor New Tech High, the video games I played to escape the social world as a child unable to leave home, and the utterly fascinating world of technology I inhabit as a tech oriented worker at a university.
I look forward to writing more. Also, I am not so good with layout. I have left my artistic ability in that realm somewhere around age 12.